Todd, man u know i have faith in u, and love for u man, most everyone who knows of you, or at least decently well kno whow hard you work, i refuse to beleive its for naught, even if you've forfeited some training, if nothing else it gives u a mental edge, you can prolly endure more pain than any person i know, i can tell by the way u run..... Good Luck buddy, i know you'll do great